During his time alive Jeffery Knight had been
a rather faulty man though this wasn’t unlike many others, Jeffery seemed to be
a rather sad example of a faulty man. He had met and married the woman of his
dreams; the love of his life when he had been just 23 years old and for this he
had felt blessed and he had realised just how lucky he was. He was grateful for
her and realised that some people spent their whole lives searching for the
partner of their dreams and that some never found them at all. However because
of his faults Jeffery was a man who all too easily forgot about the important
things in life, they would slip his mind for a few seconds, hours or even the
whole day and then this would inevitably lead to conflict and anger. They had
managed a few blissful years together before they moved into their very first,
very own home and Jeffery had begun his ‘dream’ job. When he had first started
out he had so wanted to mould the mind of the young, disillusioned youth though
he soon found that it was he who was disillusioned. It soon became that Jeffery
spent all of his free time in his local pub which would become his final
downfall. Most people had some form of an addiction whether it be their
children, their job, shoes, books, a passion or the more destructive of
addictions; Gambling, Sex, drugs and alcohol and it was the latter that Jeffery
was suffering from. He was an alcoholic and though it did not interfere with
his ability to teach those who did not actually want to be taught it began to
shred his personal life.
It became that he spent more
of his time drinking at the pub than he did with his wife and on more than one
occasion she would march the short distance from their home to the pub with his
cold dinner in her hands. She would walk in locate him and launch the plate of
lovingly made dinner at his head and on more than one occasion he had followed
her home covered in mash potato, gravy and some form of vegetable. They began
to fight every night, she screamed at him, he listened and then he would drink
and eventually they left what had been the home of their dreams though it was
too late to help Jeffery he had already fallen so far down the spiral of self
destruction that there was no way back for him, he was circling the drain. Just
a few years after they had moved house Jeffery knight finally washed himself
down that drain, he slipped from life, Alcohol had finally pulled the plug and washed
him down the black hole in a tidal wave of vodka and whiskey. He left his wife
alone and even after death he was not able to stay with her.
Jeffery had truly loved his
wife more than anything in the whole world however he was too ashamed of himself
for what he had done, for the pain he had caused her and so he could not stay
with her but he could not move on to whatever awaited him in the next world, if
anything and so he moved to the next thing that he had loved with all of his
heart; the first house that he and his beloved had owned, had live in together,
they house that they had started in, that they had been so happy in, the last
place they had been happy. He became a ghost who haunted. Since they had moved
out there had been two owner of his home, another teacher though not one who
ruined his own life and the second had been a family who were still living
there. When he returned he found that they had added to the house though they
had only made it more beautiful and now the mother, father and their two
daughters were living happily. He did not disturb them, he did not want the
house to himself and so he was not malevolent or angry he did not move
furniture or shatter windows he only watched as they grew and made new memories
and for the most part they did not know that he was there. However one day when
his sadness over came him he materialised as he walked past the large kitchen
widow, he had been to visit his old haunt at the pub and as he walked past his
none existent tears rolling down over his translucent cheeks the father saw
him. Though the family now knew that he was back and they knew that the spirit
who had been leaving wisps of scent in the air had once owned their home they
were not afraid. Jeffery felt at home once more though he missed his wife, he
settled in and watched the family grow and he very rarely made himself known to
them barring the odd open window, blast of cool air and occasionally a whistled
melody in the dead of night.
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